I think I'm rusty

Well... Happy December! Now as for my poker game... yeah... I think I suck again or something. I haven't played online in a couple weeks cause I've been broke, and since I busted on party poker, I haven't had money to start up again. But I played the cardplayer freeroll tonight, and it just kinda sucked. No bad beats, but no good ones either. Just nothing good to play... and when I got something decent... someone hit the flop harder than me, and I had to fold. Bunch of crap! I think i'm just rusty though.... All I've played recently have been the amateur poker league games... which you start with 3440 in chips... which is more than the 1000 I got on UB tonight. So i'm used to having a little room to play a hand or two and miss it. Tonight I was killing like 10% of my stack every time I played a hand. Plus the APL games are live... and i'm starting to get a little more comfortable with live games than online I think. People are more honest, and if they're playing tricky, you can usually sniff it out. You just never know online, although I think I made all the right reads tonight... they just were never in my favor... I actually laid down AQ.... when I flopped an A, and hit another A on the turn. Cause I got raised on the flop, and I was pretty sure he had the full house. It was brutal, but he said it was a good laydown. Doesn't help my chips though ya know? Oh well... I just wish I could get in the money so I could start to build up a little bankroll on the low limits. Cause I'm going nuts not being able to play lately. Reading gets old after so long with no action.